It's a funny thing how life gets coloured by your experiences.
And how important emotions are in those experiences.
I've ended a stormy relationship with a girl a few weeks ago and it has left me horribly bittered and disillusioned. Where every girl I meet is a reminder about how horribly manipulative women are, and how little responsibility they take over their lives and how they count on men to do all the things for them.
Now now, don't get me wrong. I know this is complete and utter bullshit and that I shouldn't judge every woman out there based on a relationship between two people who both have psychological and emotional issues. I just need to vent my frustrations (apart from my friends who has had to sit through quite a few drunken angry ramblings (sorry)) to the internet!
I thought up a theory (during one of those dark nights) about the saying that women like "badboys" and how "goodguys" finish last:
The girls who like the "badboys" only care about you saying "the right thing". Because of bad confidence or some exaggerated need for confirmation they need to hear the right words on the right time. This is what a "badboy" can deliver. He may only care about getting his appendages into her panties, but that doesn't seem to matter. As long as they can deliver the right words the girl feels confident. On the other hand a "goodguy" may not know the "right" words and is therefore screwed (not literally of course)
Well.. that having been said. Forget I said it.
They are only the bitter ramblings of a neurotic, under-confident madman.
It's a beautiful day outside!
This song is freaking awesome!
...and I Love each and every one of you!